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[ <<Thursday, December 31st, 2009 at 11:22am>>] [ music | take it on the run-reo speedwagon ] omggg i'm already starting to get ready for nye ha ha i've got to pin my dress and pray that it doesn't come undone in the night, figure out makeup, cut my fringe, pick an evening bag, decide to take a jacket or not...oh my! i was going to get blotto but i realised i've only got $60 left to spend on drinks...fml lol. i'm thinking a flask is the way to go atm but all we have is bacardi bluh

[ <<Friday, December 25th, 2009 at 6:36pm>>] been listening to cant fight this feeling by reo speedwagon on repeat, oh my god the clip is so bad but the song is oh so gooooooood

[ <<Tuesday, December 22nd, 2009 at 7:32pm>>] [ music | death is your saviour-kreator ] sooo bored and fucking exhausted. my skates came in the mail!! happy happy. i wish i got outdoor wheels so i could go for a skate but oh well i guess. i think i'll just buy a cheap pair for outdoors so i don't have to change over the bearings and wheels every damn time i go outside

[ <<Saturday, December 19th, 2009 at 3:12pm>>] [ music | turn up the radio-autograph ] i am THAT bored i think i'll wax my legs. i feel like having smooth legs today, then i guess i'll just let them grow back and not give a fuck about them as per usual i shaved one of my armpits in an experiment to see if i sweat more if they're shaved or hairy, it was inconclusive as i had to shave them both because i went out in a singlet and i would have looked like a freak with one hairy and the other smooth lol. so now they're both growing back in. sometimes i feel like my not shaving is counter-productive to my feminism. on one hand, i feel almost guilty, like i've betrayed myself, if i shave. if dudes aren't expected to, why the fuck should i? i've gotten over feeling shy or, ashamed, i suppose, about having hair on my legs and underarms, i really dont give a fuck. in fact i kinda like it, i feel like a ~~real woman~~ instead of a preened and plucked 12 year old. i guess it all just goes back to the sexualisation of children vs. the infantilisation of women. but on the flip side, i almost feel like i'm dragging modern feminism back (not that their aren't enough people doing that already) by perpetrating hateful media stereotypes of feminists, e.g we're all hairy (man hating lesbians) etc etc. but really, in the end i feel a lot more comfortable with myself when i don't as it reflects my beliefs and it's always a good conversation starter about feminism and i feel like i might have sort of given at least a few other people things to think about in regards to societal expectations, blah blah. and in the end i feel it's all balanced by my other ~~traditional aspects of femininity~~ like makeup and boobies and long hair blah blah this has made me feel better, i'm going to go do my homework instead and leave my legs as nature intended :) haha oh and unrelated i'm having an outfit crisis for nye!!! i think i will post my options and get you guys to help me decide. stay tuned! 2

[ <<Monday, December 14th, 2009 at 7:52pm>>] boohoo i hate being on a budget. i want to go out but i want a new tattoo. and i can't afford both. i just wanna get drunk and listen to metal wahhahh 9

[ <<Saturday, December 5th, 2009 at 6:21pm>>] i'm like way drunk and not loving life. i'm trying to buy and do a million things right now and it's really not working for me so i'll do it tmrw. i tried to like buy gold class tickets and then when i put in all my details and clicked go it just went back to the gift shop? so i don't know if it went through or what...but with the amount i'm working atm i don't have time to go to a village and make purchase of them so fml. go to a village. hahhaa. sounds funny and uhh i need to book my fucking holiday but i can't because i know i'll fuck it up. i've been meaning to the last three days but i just don't fucking have time. oh but i bought my roller skates. i got a pair of suregrip rebels and some knee pads and i'm happy because i realised that they come with upgraded wheels so i save $70. but i was going to use the wheels that come with it as outdoor wheels. but oh well it's $70 in my pocket for now, i'll just buy some cheap shit ones later. um lots of other things to yell about but i can't remember and auugh fuck at least i have hair dye now so i can get rid of these fucking feral roots!!! 4

[ <<Wednesday, December 2nd, 2009 at 2:03pm>>] when i'm rich i'm going to buy all the expensive hardbacks that have been on my to-buy list for over a year, go to fiji for a few months, and read read read seriously i hate being so poor. i spend my life saving and it sucks 2

[ <<Tuesday, November 24th, 2009 at 12:06pm>>] [ music | making you all mine-clor ] DAMN IT i tried to glue a bit of my faux-leather skirt that had ripped but the glue wouldn't take (it's on my hands instead, woohoo) and so now it's just really crusty??? FUCK i also tried to glue this other dress of mine because its like not sewable and THAT wouldn't take so now i just have some crusty clothes and fingers. but on the plus side it did take to my shoes so now they're fixed. fml

[ <<Friday, November 20th, 2009 at 9:24am>>] i feel like i'm doomed to be tired for the rest of my life. i can't get to sleep early (i just lay there and toss and turn) and i have no chance sleeping in (waking up 730/8 every morning). fuck it's driving me nuts oh! i'm booking a short holiday to sydney in january. i can't really afford it but god knows i need a break. i'll probably go either the 8-11th or the 15th-17th/18th i just have to check at work when i'm required back lol. it's going to be the sleaziest trip ever. i'm going to invade every bar ever 11

[ <<Friday, November 13th, 2009 at 6:12pm>>] [ music | shy diane-pretty boy floyd ] i wish i had more time for dirty rock n' roll adventures i wish every day could be an adventure i just really wish i had some metal lady friends 10

[ <<Saturday, October 31st, 2009 at 1:04pm>>] my computer sounds like its about to explode. this is a warning sign i should finally transfer all my music to my external hard-drive lol i can't do my fucking coursework for the life of me, ew

[ <<Sunday, October 25th, 2009 at 11:29pm>>] hey sexy friends i finally got my new tattoo ahh i'm still in pain and she's starting to heal! they thought it would take about 2 but because of the crazy amounts of shading and detail it ended up taking 3, and i've got a 2 hour session in febuary to finish all the shading and colouring (hair, face, skin, etc) i love it! the first hour and a half were fine, then the last two were pure pain lol. wahhh i am exhaussssssssted i've worked so much this week and will continue to do so until january. mine and tyson's one year on tuesday! 8

[ <<Monday, October 5th, 2009 at 9:02pm>>] [ music | want it-crazy lixx ] what a weekend. cbf typing it all out in detail so basc on friday i bought myself a new camera, cute little pink samsung and all. we went out saturday night, it was good, i looked sassy, everyone was having good times and i hit the df most of the night and just danced with random boys because tyson was busy talking to everyone about god knows lol. anyway i was just sitting and chillin/illin and the bouncer came up to me and was like 'lol your boyfriend is outside' or something so i was like 'oh ok w/e' and followed him out, and then he wouldnt let me back in! i got kicked out! and i can't figure out why! i think it was because tyson was way too drunk lol. so was i, but i wasn't throwing up or falling over or anything lol. so anyway we left, got the bus home, but i had to get off and wee. so i peed in like some random place and then we had to walk ages to find the next bus stop and didnt get it for like 2 hours. then i realised i lost my brand new camera. brill. so we got home at like 5 am, were out for like not even long since we got kicked out at 2 and lost an hour for daylights savings, and i was out $70 for drinks and all the money i payed for my camera BUT by some miracle, i called around today and appar i left my camera on the bus and someone handed it in :) i can't believe it! stoked! i'm going to buy that person a big juicy steak if i ever meet them. so tyson is going to get if for me tmrw because its in seaford which is near where he lives, and almost 2 hours from where i live. skid row, slayer and megadeth this weekend. my tattoo in less than 20 days, and i'm getting scared. its going to be an expensive fucking month, but at least i'll only be going out once more lol 9

[ <<Monday, September 21st, 2009 at 10:45pm>>] [ music | breaking the girl-red hot chili peppers ] YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY my holidays start tmrw morning!!! :D :D aka now really but yeah w/e. idk what im going to do...nothing probs. i'm going out this weekend it's gonna be massive. appetite for destruction are playing at bitd so yyayyy. everyone will be there! and i'm gonna look hottt anyway nothing really productive to say. i need to think of shit i need to get done this week. i'm going to apollo bay on thursday i think. kfc for tea was awesome

[ <<Friday, September 18th, 2009 at 6:15pm>>] [ mood | depressed ] everything feels so fucked right now. i just realised that my parents are leaving on holidays TOMORROW, and not a week from now. which means all my holidays are fucked up. they're all over the shop. i've got my holidays starting the 26th, which is the day they get home. i thought it was the day they were leaving. so now i dont know if i can take holidays next week instead, i dont really want to because i'm not 'ready' for them, plus i had big plans for the night of the 26th and now its all fucked up. and if i leave my holidays as is, then i have to spend them with my family being at home, which was entirely NOT the point of having them. i wanted them gone so i could relax and now i'm feeling so out of the loop with my friends. i have no time to socialise and everything is just fucked, i feel so lonely ugh. i miss hanging out with my friends so much. brb going to cry in my room lol 2

[ <<Thursday, September 10th, 2009 at 7:26pm>>] [ music | lick summer love-hanoi rocks ] so tired. sick of idiot girls exploiting themselves, etc. seriously my brain just hurts 4

[ <<Friday, September 4th, 2009 at 5:39pm>>] [ music | rime of the ancient mariner-iron maiden ] god i'm going through such an l.a guns phase at the moment. curse mum and her good parenting, what sort of mother doesn't let a 16 year old sneak into an l.a guns concert haha :( i wiiiiiish i'd goneeee waaahhh 1

[ <<Thursday, September 3rd, 2009 at 10:10am>>] ahh i had an awesome dream lol. i was bffs with nikki sixx and warren demartini and we went around having sex parties and going back in time to 1950's hungry jacks. and trying to drink beer in the hungry jacks but this crazy bible extreme lady kept yelling at us and calling the pigs so we fought her with our guitars lol. in other news, i got a record player last night so that's pretty fucking sweet. my elvis, vinnie vincent invasion and femme fatale records are mint but the w.a.s.p and alice cooper ones are kinda scratched and my scorpions one is scratched to all fuck. so that sucks. going back to the antiques store to pick up those van halen and kix records soon i think. ughh this morning as soon as i got out of bed i got hit with a $40 bill for fuckin birth control, and that i have to wash my car. i really can not wait to move out so the only person i can get mad at these things for is myself. i want to go cook some bacon but mum's in the kitchen and i'm mad so i don't want to go in there and yes i am that trivial haha 2

[ <<Tuesday, September 1st, 2009 at 8:43pm>>] [ music | slap in the face-l.a. guns ] i wish i had some metal friends that were girls :( it gets so looooooneeeellllyyyyyy hahaha 8

[ <<Tuesday, September 1st, 2009 at 6:37pm>>] the toys marketed to young girls make me sick 2

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